Friday, November 30, 2012
my heart hurting in the best possible way when I look at my little boy
watching Dave become "daddy"
Hugo's tiny nose in profile
also his tiny fingers and toes, the way he purses his lips and all the funny little faces he makes
catching one of his lopsided smiles on camera
staring at him while he feeds, and knowing that he is perfectly content while he is nursing
how completely I have fallen in love with him and being his mummy
know that just a month ago he was still in my womb, and what an incredible miracle conception, birth and life is
that I would be so blessed in this life, and given the gift of my husband and baby
knowing that God sent His Son to earth in the form of a tiny baby like Hugo, and that He made the ultimate sacrifice for me.
Wonder is experiencing Christmas (and life) with a new perspective this year.